something about me today..^^

aq lahir bulan 8 hehe.. juz terlintas dikepalaku ini..knapa bulan 8 diberi zodiak LEO..^^haha itu kerna kriteria2 si LEo nie ganas but sopan>>^o^hoho..(msk lif tekan sendiri)hehe hmm arinie 30/4/2011,ada ary kantin dkt TMGS..hmm not so bad..and i just can give 3 starz from 5 hehe..coz mknan n minuman dy mahal gler..ada ke patut air cawan kecik sampai RM1.oo..whoww..aku bleh beli 2 dkt luar..haha(air laici je pon)..ish3..dah lari darie tjuk nie..hmm si LEo gak terdirie drpd org yg ske memimpin but x ske dipimpin..si strict..hehe(-o-)"

maybe ada bnar tntng lelaki..(boyS)hehe~

Andai perempuan tahu..sekiranya lelaki jatuh hati,lelaki itu tidak semesti mementing kn paras rupa atau bentuk badan seorang perempuan tetapi lelaki tertarik akan sifat keibuaan yg dipamer oleh perempuan dengan semula jadi bukan nya pura-pura atau berlakon semata-mata tetapi telus dari hati perempuan itu sendiri.Andai perempuan tahu..lelaki juga mampu mengalirkan mata dan ini menunjukkan segagah-gagah mne pn seorang insan yg bergelar lelaki,kami akur dengan perasaan kami.Seperti perempuan juga, apabila seorang lelaki marah, bukan bermaksud kami membenci tapi kami mengambil berat akan hal mereka tetapi menunjukkan dengan cara yg lain.Andai perempuan tahu..apabila lelaki itu senyap bukan bermaksud kami membenci kamu tapi lelaki tidak tahu atau mahu memberitahu akan perasaan lelaki terhadap perempuan tersebut.Andai perempuan tahu..sekiranya lelaki tidak mahu kamu berubah atau menjadi lebih cantik dari dahulu kerana lelaki takut akan kehilangan jati diri mu,sifat keperibadianmu yg dahulu pernah menawan hati nurani lelaki.Andai perempuan tahu..apabial lelaki cemburu atau tidak mempercayai kamu,bukan bermaksud kamu bukan pilihan hatinya,tetapi hati nya risau dan gelisah memikirkan keselamatan kamu dan tahu kamu harus dilindungi kamu dari apa-apa kejadian yang akan membahayakan nyawa kamu.lelaki juga merasakan kepercayaan tidak boleh diberikan terlalu banyak kepada perempuan kerana lelaki takut kamu akan mengkhianati cinta kamu berdua.Andai perempuan tahu..bukan niat lelaki ingin membuat kan kamu risau akan keadaan dirinya yang seakan-akan menjauh diri dari kamu tapi di saat itulah lelaki memerlukan seorang teman.Jikalau lelaki masih lg berkeras juga,perempuan harus lah mendesak kerana sebenarnya hati lelaki teramatlah rapuh.Andai perempuan tahu..apabila lelaki jarang mengungkapkan "143" kepada perempuan bukan bermaksudnya lelaki tidak menyintai perempuan tetapi lelaki tidak pandai berkata-kata tetapi lelaki akan menunjukkan perasaannya melalui perbuataan lelaki tersebut terhadap perempuan.Andai perempuan tahu..untuk seorang lelaki mengungkapkan "143" kepada perempuan yang dicintainya amatlah susah kerana perkataan tersebut akan dipertikaikan oleh kamu.Andai perempuan tahu..apabila lelaki memandang perempuan lain bukan bermaksudnya dia curang terhadap kamu tetapi dia bersyukur kerana lelaki telah memilih kamu kerana kamu berpegang kuat pda ajaran agama,kamu tidak mendedahkn aurat kamu untuk menarik perhatian lelaki tetapi sifat-sifat dalaman perempuanlah yang memikat hati lelaki.Andai perempuan tahu..apabila lelaki bersifat kebudak-budakan dihadapan kamu bukannya bermaksud ingin menyakiti hati kamu tetapi lelaki tersebut ingin melihat senyum tawa kamu yang membolehkan masalah-masalah turut hilang ketika melihat senyum tawa kamu.Andai perempuan tahu..apabila lelaki berkata "i miss u so much" perkataan tersebut tidak boleh mengambarkan betapa dalamnya rindu lelaki terhadap perempuan tersebut sehinggakan setiap saat yang berlalu wajah kamu akan dibayangkan sebagai pelepas rindu.Andai perempuan tahu..jika kamu jatuh sakit,hati lelaki turut sakit kerana kaum hawa tercipta daripada tulang rusuk lelaki selagi kamu tidak sembuh hati lelaki turut merasakan kesakitan kamu.jikalau perempuan sukar untuk mengawal perasaa hati, lelaki pula terlalu mengawal hati segala kekecewaan,kesedihan,dan lain-lain lagi dipendam sehingga satu saat nanti tidak di bendung rasa di hati.Disebalik air mata lelaki bukanlah tersimpan seribu kekuatan tetapi seribu  kekecewaan.Biarpun secara zahirnya lelaki nampak seakan gagah luarannya tetapi rapuh dari segi hati dan cintanya terhadap insan yang bergelar wanita. Jadi hargailah kehadiran seorang lelaki dalam hidup anda kerana dia didatangkan bukan dengan kekuatan sahaja tetapi dia juga ada kelemahan yang perlu ditampung oleh anda dan membuatkan hidup anda lebih sempurna. Dialah yang bakal menjadi sahabat,ketua keluarga,suamii juga ayah yang terbaik untuk anak2 anda.

girls memang cmnie:)

PEREMPUAN MMG BEGINI ;))

Andai lelaki tahu..Apabila seorang perempuan jatuh cinta,lelaki itu tidak semestinya punya segalanya tetapi lelaki itu adalah segalanya di hatinya.   Andai lelaki tahu..Apabila seorang perempuan itu mengalirkan air mata, itu bukan bermakna dia lemah, tetapi dia sedang mencari kekuatan untuk terus tabah menyintai lelaki itu.   Andai lelaki tahu..Apabila seorang perempuan marah, memang dia tidak mampu mengawal perasaannya tapi percayalah, itulah maknanya dia sangat mengambil berat dan menyayangi lelaki itu. Lihat saja pasangan yang baru bercinta, mereka jarang bergaduh. Tetapi percayalah semakin bertambah sayang mereka pada seseorang, semakin pula banyak pertelingkahan yang berlaku.   Andai lelaki tahu..Apabila perempuan bercakap banyak, dia tidak pernah bermaksud untuk membuat anda rimas, tapi dia mahu lelaki mengenalinya dengan lebih dekat.   Andain lelaki tahu..Apabila perempuan berkata dia mahu anda berubah, itu bukan bermakna dia tidak mahu menerima anda seadanya, tetapi dia mahu menjadikan anda lebih baik, bukan untuk dirinya, tetapi untuk masa depan anda.   Andai lelaki tahu..Apabila perempuan cemburu dan tidak percayakan anda, bukan bermakna dia tidak sayang..tetapi dia terlalu sayangkan anda dan masih mengangap anda anak kecil yang masih memerlukan sepenuh perhatian. Kadang2 dia terlalu risau sekiranya terlalu percaya, anda akan mengkhianati kepercayaan yang diberi. Naluri keibuannya sangat kuat. Dia hanya mahukan yang terbaik untuk anda.   Andai lelaki tahu..Apabila perempuan merajuk, jangan kata dia mengada-ngada. Dia bukannya mahu dipujuk dengan wang ringgit atau hadiah sedozen, tetapi cukup dengan perhatian yang boleh buat perempuan rasa dihargai.   Andai lelaki tahu..Apabila perempuan jarang mengatakan ‘i love u’, itu tidak bermaksud dia tidak menyintai tetapi dia mahu lelaki itu merasai sendiri cintanya, bukan hanya hadir dari kata-kata tetapi juga melalui bahasa tubuhnya.   Andai lelaki tahu..Apabila perempuan kata dia rindu sama kamu, dia benar-benar maksudkannya. Apabila berjauhan, bayanganmu akan sentiasa bermain di mata.   Andai lelaki tahu..Apabila perempuan kata lelaki lain itu lebih baik dari kamu, jangan percaya kata-katanya kerana dia hanya mahu menguji kamu. Dia mahu melihat sejauh mana kamu sanggup menjadi yang terbaik di matanya. Walaupun sebenarnya memang kamulah yang terbaik di hatinya. Selagi dia dengan kamu, percayalah, walaupun perempuan menganggap masih ramai lagi yang lebih baik di matanya tetapi di hatinya, kamu tetap yang terbaik.   Andai lelaki tahu..Apabila perempuan menjadi degil, dia bukan bermaksud untuk menjadi degil tapi dia mahu melihat sejauh mana lelaki itu mampu bersabar dengan kerenahnya. Percayalah, hati perempuan itu sangat lembut. Andai kena caranya, jangan terkejut kalau akhirnya dia menukar fikirannya dalam masa sesaat.   Andai lelaki tahu..Apabila perempuan berkata, “tolong tinggalkan saya!”, dia tidak bermaksud menyuruh anda pergi selamanya. Dia hanya mahu menenangkan fikirannya sebentar saja. Apabila dia kembali tenang, percayalah dia akan mencari anda semula. Itu tandanya dia benar-benar menyintai anda. Perempuan sukar untuk mengawal perasaan. Dia terlalu emosional. Tapi dialah yang paling menyayangi anda dan sangat sensitif dengan perubahan pada diri anda.   Andai lelaki tahu..Sememangnya Allah menciptakan lelaki dan perempuan itu dengan perbezaan yang tersendiri. Tetapi sekiranya mereka saling memahami, mereka akan saling melengkapi dan menyempurnakan . Perempuan itu diciptakan oleh Allah indah sekali. Di sebalik air matanya, tersimpan seribu satu kekuatan yang bakal menjadikan seorang lelaki itu merasa selamat bersamanya. Biarpun zahirnya perempuan itu tampak lemah tapi dia punya kekuatan tersendiri yang bisa menggoncang dunia dan mungkin bisa pula membuat lelaki menjadi lemah kerananya. Jadi hargailah kehadiran seorang perempuan dalam hidup anda kerana dia didatangkan bukan dengan kelemahan sahaja tetapi dia juga ada kekuatan untuk menyongkong anda dan membuatkan hidup anda lebih sempurna. Dialah yang bakal menjadi perempuan bekerjaya, isteri juga ibu yang terbaik untuk anak2 anda.

curi drie blog org hehex..(bezt)

What the Modern Woman Wants

I happened to stumble into this blog and read this piece of prize-winning essay written by a 15-year-old Singaporean student. All I can say is that I admire the young lady who authored this piece, but I salute the woman who raised this child.

I pinched the essay to share it here, so it is in no way mine.

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What the Modern Woman Wants...
By Amanda Chong Wei-Zhen

The old woman sat in the backseat of the magenta convertible as it careened down the highway, clutching tightly to the plastic bag on her lap, afraid it may be kidnapped by the wind.

She was not used to such speed, with trembling hands she pulled the seat belt tighter but was careful not to touch the patent leather seats with her callused fingers, her daughter had warned her not to dirty it, 'Fingerprints show very clearly on white, Ma.'

Her daughter, Bee Choo, was driving and talking on her sleek silver mobile phone using big words the old woman could barely understand. 'Finance', 'Liquidation', 'Assets', 'Investments'... Her voice was crisp and important and had an unfamiliar lilt to it.

Her Bee Choo sounded like one of those foreign girls on television. She was speaking in an American accent. The old lady clucked her tongue in disapproval......

'I absolutely cannot have this. We have to sell!' Her daughter exclaimed agitatedly as she stepped on the accelerator; her perfectly manicured fingernails gripping onto the steering wheel in irritation.

'I can't DEAL with this anymore!' she yelled as she clicked the phone shut and hurled it angrily toward the backseat. The mobile phone hit the old woman on the forehead and nestled soundlessly into her lap. She calmly picked it up and handed it to her daughter.

'Sorry, Ma,' she said, losing the American pretence and switching to Mandarin. 'I have a big client in America . There have been a lot of problems.'

The old lady nodded knowingly. Her daughter was big and important.

Bee Choo stared at her mother from the rear view window, wondering what she was thinking. Her mother's wrinkled countenance always carried the same cryptic look.

The phone began to ring again, an artificially cheerful digital tune, which broke the awkward silence.

'Hello, Beatrice! Yes, this is Elaine.'
Elaine. The old woman cringed. I didn't name her Elaine. She remembered her daughter telling her, how an English name was very important for 'networking', Chinese ones being easily forgotten.

'Oh no, I can't see you for lunch today. I have to take the ancient relic to the temple for her weird daily prayer ritual.'

Ancient Relic. The old woman understood perfectly it was referring to her. Her daughter always assumed that her mother's silence meant she did not comprehend.

'Yes, I know! My car seats will be reeking of joss sticks!'

The old woman pursed her lips tightly, her hands gripping her plastic bag in defence. The car curved smoothly into the temple courtyard. It looked almost garish next to the dull sheen of the ageing temple's roof.

The old woman got out of the back seat, and made her unhurried way to the main hall. Her daughter stepped out of the car in her business suit and stilettos and reapplied her lipstick as she made her brisk way to her mother's side.

'Ma, I'll wait outside.. I have an important phone call to make,' she said, not bothering to hide her disgust at the pungent fumes of incense.

The old lady hobbled into the temple hall and lit a joss stick, she knelt down solemnly and whispered her now familiar daily prayer to the Gods. 'Thank you God of the Sky, you have given my daughter luck all these years. Everything I prayed for, you have given her. She has everything a young woman in this world could possibly want.

'She has a big house with a swimming pool, a maid to help her, as she is too clumsy to sew or cook. Her love life has been blessed; she is engaged to a rich and handsome angmoh man.

'Her company is now the top financial firm and even men listen to what she says... She lives the perfect life. You have given her everything except happiness. I ask that the gods be merciful to her even if she has lost her roots while reaping the harvest of success.

'What you see is not true, she is a filial daughter to me. She gives me a room in her big house and provides well for me. She is rude to me only because I affect her happiness. A young woman does not want to be hindered by her old mother. It is my fault.'

The old lady prayed so hard that tears welled up in her eyes. Finally, with her head bowed in reverence she planted the half-burnt joss stick into an urn of smoldering ashes.

She bowed once more. The old woman had been praying for her daughter for thirty-two years. When her stomach was round like a melon, she came to the temple and prayed that it was a son.

Then the time was ripe and the baby slipped out of her womb, bawling and adorable with fat thighs and pink cheeks, but unmistakably, a girl. Her husband had ticked and punched her for producing a useless baby who could not work or carry the family name.

Still, the woman returned to the temple with her new-born girl tied to her waist in a sarong and prayed that her daughter would grow up and have everything she ever wanted.

Her husband left her and she prayed that her daughter would never have to depend on a man. She prayed every day that her daughter would be a great woman, the woman that she, meek and uneducated, could never become.

A woman with 'neng kan '; the ability to do anything she set her mind to. A woman who commanded respect in the hearts of men. When she opened her mouth to speak, precious pearls would fall out and men would listen.

She will not be like me, the woman prayed as she watched her daughter grow up and drift away from her, speaking a language she scarcely understood.

She watched her daughter transform from a quiet girl to one who openly defied her, calling her laotu, old fashioned.... She wanted her mother to be 'modern', a word so new there was no Chinese word for it.
Now her daughter was too clever for her and the old woman wondered why she had prayed like that. The Gods had been faithful to her persistent prayer, but the wealth and success that poured forth so richly had buried the girl's roots and now she stood faceless with no identity, bound to the soil of her ancestors by only a string of origami banknotes.

Her daughter had forgotten her mother's value. Her wants were so ephemeral, that of a modern woman. Power, wealth, access to the best fashion boutiques and yet her daughter had not found true happiness. The old woman knew that you could find happiness with much less.

When her daughter left the earth, everything she had would count for nothing. People would look to her legacy and say that she was a great woman but she would be forgotten once the wind blows over, like the ashes of burnt paper convertibles and mansions.

The old woman wished she could go back and erase all her big hopes and prayers for her daughter now that she had looked out of the temple gates. She saw her daughter speaking on the phone, her brow furrowed with anger and worry. Being at the top is not good, the woman thought, there is only one
way to go from there –down.

The old woman carefully unfolded the plastic bag and spread out a packet of beehoon in front of the altar. Her daughter often mocked her for worshiping porcelain Gods. How could she pray to them so faithfully and expect pieces of ceramic to fly to her aid?

But her daughter had her own gods too, idols of wealth, success and power that she enslaved to and worshiped every day of her life.

Every day was a quest for the idols, and the idols she worshiped counted for nothing in eternity. All the wants her daughter had would slowly suck the life out of her and leave her, an empty souless shell at the altar.
The old woman watched the joss stick. The dull heat had left a teetering grey stem that was on the danger of collapsing.

Modern woman nowadays, the old lady signed in resignation, as she bowed to the east bone a final time to end her ritual. Modern woman nowadays want so much that they lose their souls and wonder whey they cannot find it.

Her joss stick disintegrated into a soft grey powder. She met her daughter outside the temple, the same look of worry and frustration was etched on her daughter's face.

An empty expression, as if she was ploughing through the soil of her wants looking for the one thing that would sown the seeds of happiness. They climbed into the convertible in silence and her daughter drove along the highway, this time not to fast as she had done before.

‘Ma,’ Bee Choo finally said. 'I don't know how to put this. Mark and I have been talking about it and we plan to move out of the big house. The property market is good now, and we managed to get a buyer willing to pay us seven million for it. We decided we'd prefer a cosier penthouse apartment instead. We found a perfect one in Orchard Road . Once we move into our apartment, we plan to get rid of the maid, so we can have more space to ourselves...'

The old woman nodded knowingly. Bee Choo swallowed hard. 'We'd get someone to come in to do the housework and we can eat out – but once the maid is gone, there won't be anyone to look after you. You will be awfully lonely at home and, besides that the apartment is rather small. There won't be space. We thought about it for a long time, and we decided the best thing for you is if you moved to a Home. There's one near Hougang – it's a Christian home and a very nice one.'

The old woman did not raise an eyebrow.
'I"ve been there, the matron is willing to take you in. It's beautiful with gardens and lots of old people to keep you company! Hardly have time for you, you'd be happier
there. You'd be happier there, really.' her daughter repeated as if to affirm herself.

This time the old woman had no plastic bag of food offering to cling tightly to, she bit her lip and fastened her seat belt, as if it would protect her from a daughter who did not want her anymore. She sunk deep into the leather seat, letting her shoulders sag and her fingers trace the white seat.

'Ma,' her daughter asked, searching the rear view window for her mother. 'Is everything okay?'

What had to be done, had to be done.
'Yes' she said firmly, louder than she intended, 'if it will make you happy,' she added more quietly.

‘It's for you, Ma! You will be happier there. You can move there tomorrow, I already got the maid to pack your things.'

Elaine said triumphantly, mentally ticking yet another item off her agenda. 'I knew everything would be fine.' Elaine smiled widely; she felt liberated. Perhaps getting rid of her mother would make her happier...

She had thought about it. It seemed the only hindrance in her pursuit of happiness. She was happy now. She had everything a modern woman ever wanted; money, status, career, love, power and now freedom without her mother and her old-fashioned ways to weigh her down...

Yes she was free. Her phone butted urgently, she picked it up and read the message, still beaming from ear to ear.

'Stock 10% increase.' Yes, things were definitely beginning to look up for her and while searching for the meaning of life in the luminance of her hand phone screen, the old woman in the backseat became invisible and she did not see her in tears.

syokk :)

boy : i love u .

girl : i hate u .

boy :u sure ?

girl :am sure .

boy :waiter ,bill for me alone......

girl : hey... hey...

I LOVE YOU ! ! !

*now all gals like dis....haizzzzzzz...hard . hard . hard .

sbelom n slepas!!

SEBELUM couple :
L:ye !sy dh lme tnggu saat nie!
P:awk nk tngglkn sy ke?
L:X?jgn fkir mcm 2.xmngkin terjadi!
P:awk cntakan sy x?
L:ye.tiap hari.
P:awk prnh tipu sy x?
L:X!nape awk sllu tnye cm2?
P:awk akn cium sy x?
L:stiap kali ad pluang.
P:awk akn pkul sy?
L:giler ke?sy bkn llaki cm2!
P:boleh sy prcyekn awk?
L:yaa!
P:syg!
SELEPAS couple: baca dri bwh hingga atas.. ,<3 <3

khusus di lake town

pada 2 april..aq ada khusus dkt laketown..x sabo rasenye nk tau hasil  dkt sana nanti...pada 1 april aq kena april fool byk kali nie semua gara2..aq x ingat tarikh arinie..haizz..xgne btoi ler..haha but seronok kne kan dy org blik..