1 shot after a long time

Hi.

IT been along time from my last post.my life still feels empty sometime.kadang2 i hate to be an adult.if i can turn back the time.i will do things better than this.

I became an annoying women currently.i not feels satified with what i do.."something is missing or someone is missing".i cannot figure it out.

Yes.i do agree that life must move on..samada kita nak or tak..its going according to the flows yg telah ditetapkan utk kita..jodoh ...ajal...maut.. N even rezeki.just we don't know IT come in what form. (-_-)

im not proud of myself now..i dont know why did i still searching for that guy..although i know that him not even remember me at all.he got his own life..meet someone special  or maybe destiny"soulmate"..haha..do i have a chance to see H.A again..or nampak dia dari jauh.say hello & how are you to him?.hmmm sometime i even thought that god have the reason why him not let me see /contact H.A..must be a reason :) but for sure it for my own good.

I fools myself for letting my hope up for this kind of thing.aku manusia biasa yg mudah lupa diri..shame on me.hahahahha..

I do hope my life will getting better..i know there must be a reason why i choose to be with mr A.

P/s: likuan hidup.mengdewasakan kita.

If he happen to read this blog..well..i miss the old us..brother.